Oh~ Thank God!

Yesterday, Janis sms-ed me to confirm whether the JPA scholarship offer will be released but I did not know about that news. My cousin told me the same thing like Janis asked last night, so I checked online. It is stated on website that applicants can check the result on 8th May 2009 at 3 pm. It was a bit surprising me. What I knew was the result will be known on the third week of May. So we will check the next day.

This morning, I drove to Malacca to fetch my sis back, my dad came along too. Dad went to Uncle Sim's house while sis and I were going to shopping. We were going back home about 2++ pm and reached home at 3++ pm. Somehow, the result of JPA scholarship was delayed to 5.oo pm. Finally, when it was 5 pm, sis started to check for me~ But failed to check, so others do. Until 6 pm, no result too. 7.30 pm hang out with friends at ice house. Then went to Buddha temple to have a look for tomorrow's Wesak day celebration. I received call from mum that I got the offer of scholarship. We then went to Jun's house to check it out. Somehow failed as system down. Everyone tried to check but system was closed temporarily. It was recovered after sometimes. I checked one more time for my ownself to make sure it is true. Yeah, I got it. I'm happy with it. But there are friends who failed to get felt up sad and disappointed. Please appeal for it, you may get it~ Congrats to my fraternal twin too!

I'm back - I'm released

It is very very fantastic! Full with happiness and excitement. I'm released to freedom now, I'm not jailed in KSP anymore. Thanks for the Form 6 letter as my helper. Since 5th of May, the day many of my friends went back from camp, I was feeling sad and worrying. I wondered could I be released the next day. The whole day fulled with disquiet. The situation in dorm was disorder without our leader who was already gone back. The orders given by the non-positioned members irritated me a lot. I restrained my temper and I was hoping to escape from the situation the next day. 6th of May was finally arrived. I did not join in the activity (khidmat komuniti) that day. I was waiting my dad and sister to rescue me. They were assembled on 7.30 am. Foong, Karen, Sim loo, Hui Wen and I did not attend the assembly and we were stay in dorm. We planned to make our phone call at about 8.30 am. Somehow, announcement made was calling me to go to office. " Perhatian kepada wirawati yang bernama Cheng Lin Lee, S4o6 sila hadir ke pejabat sekarang". I heard this and it was only 8.00 am. I was so happy and I rushed to office. Met dad and sis in office, sis was filling forms be half of me. She told me that I can go home. So I rushed back to dorm to pack my things just within few minutes. I just stuffed all my things into bags. I left some junk foods to my dorm mates with notes that show I've gone. Perhaps the atmosphere would be sorrow if my dorm mates were there but luckily they went for khidmat komuniti. I did not take my bags, insteads, Sim Loo, Hui Wen and Karen helped me to carry. They felt excited for me and a little bit worried about themselves. I returned all the things like full celoreng, blanket, plate and others to logistic store. After all procedures done, and my mobile phone taken, I leave KSP. Good Bye KSP! And good bye my friends.

Feeling bad

Three days gone in a blink. I'm feeling bad right now. Wanna go back to the disgusting place this afternoon. I hate the program very much. Two weeks and four days more to approach the next holidays during Wesak day. I'm hoping to escape the place forever after Wesak day onwards. Trying to enroll to either college. Sigh~ We often ask this question among us and ourselves -- "Why are us so unlucky to be selected for this program?" Arghhhhhh!!! I don't want to go back to camp! Help me~ T__T

KSP rocks but I don't rock.

I'm back

Just applied holidays for 3 days. Phew~ I'm suffocated by the hard life in NS. Remain dislike. I'm dropping behind to mix well around. Our dream is going back home. It emerges everyday. Well, somehow I'm proud to be home once in a time. Haha~ I had 9 days holidays after the first week in NS. Then after returned for two weeks, I have 3 days free now. Majlis Penganugerahan Pelajar Cemerlang SPM is the excuse. We are released for 3 days instead of few hours for the ceremony. Haha~ Wonderful. About the ceremony, it was as usual, all of us sat on the stage and waited for the prize giving ceremony. I was rewarded RM100 ONLY! Damn it~ RM100 is very very less, ok? Sigh~ What to do? Our dear school is poor. RM100 is worthless, but can be set free from NS is scarce. So, it is better than nothing. Hehe! Erm...simply posting here, nothing special. Going back tomorrow as usual, before 5 pm. SIGH SIGH SIGH + SOB SOB SOB. I will try my best to complete my NS as soon as possible. See you later~

The red shirt man is not my dad

Mr. Ng, dad and me

Pelajar cemerlang and their parents

All of us with cheer

Tomorrow

Nine days holidays fly in a wink. I'm going back to the Mantin Jail tomorrow before 5 pm. Reluctant to part. Sigh. I've been there nine days and yet coming back home nine days. After tomorrow, there will not be break for me anymore. Kinda sad. Any solution to set me free from the jail? I don't like it currently. I will like it soon? I don't really think so. Being a member of Bravo not really good. Bravo was the best team since long time ago. And this year Bravo gonna grab the champion too? Cincai cincai is better larr! But our teachers want us to make it. Haih~ Modul 1 had already completely, yet I just went PK class for 3 days =.= Next week gonna start Modul 2.

I'm hesitating, why is it nine days in the jail was not past as fast as nine days in house? I'm really suffocated. I'm unwlling to go back tomorrow. Thinking I can only be back home after one month is killing me! One month is 30 days. I'm going to die. Sob....sob...sob.... When form 6 starts? I need the letter, I want to escape NS. Please ask me, myself to be patient. The longest time to wait will be 8th of June. Well, I can't update my blog frequently again. Bye~