The first interview in my life

Feel good to escape NS for this moment. Somehow, not really. I applied holidays with the aim of JPA scholarship interview. I went to the interview in Kolej Yayasan Melaka yesterday. Jun, Xieng, Low and Julian too. Janis and Vincent were interviewed on Tuesday. That was the first time I went interview, I mean first time in my life. No experience. Nervous. I've got some advise or experience from Janis before I went the interview.

Well, let me tell the whole process happened yesterday.

Before interview...
Upon reaching KYM, I signed to report my presence. I was in panel 5. Waited quite for a long time to be grouped. I was the last group for panel 5. While waiting for my group's turn, we knew each group member. Five of us are all chinese. We chit-chatted before interview. Daryl asked me which school I studied. My answer is PSSS lor. What he replied is -- Pulau Sebang basketball team quite outstanding. Oh my god, I think he meant Kok Hong's team in the competition in Yok Bin. Haha~ PSSS very famous oooo. Disccussed what we gonna talk when interview while waiting outside the room. We leave our documents outside the room, but not sure who was dealing with the documents. Ok, finally the time we got into the room reached.

When interview...
Two malay mans(looked like chinese) and a chinese lady were waiting us. We greeted them and had our sit infront of them. They introduced themselves and then started of with our introduction. Ours group introduced in English. Daryl started first, then me, Shee Ying, Jia Yi and the last girl ( not really know her name). We talked ourselves arrogantly =.= Just like praising ourselves. In the mean time, explained the reason of the course we chose. After introduction, moved on to group discussion. Nervous~ Worried what question we got. Oh, relief. It was easy -- benefits of National Service. In my group, four of us have been selected for NS. Talking about this topic was not hard. Well, we speaked it out. I was praising the NS until felt GUILTY. Haha~ What to do right? It was a must. After group disccussion, interviewers moved on to one-to-one question in BM. All about NS too. The last five minutes, they gave us chances to ask question on the scholarship. The whole interview process in the room was about 1 hour. Shaked hand and thanked the interviewers. So it was finish.

After interview...
Walked down and called my dad. Chatted a while with Daryl and Shee Ying. Got into car when dad reached then went home directly ^^ And it is the time we are waiting for the scholarship offer. Hope our luck is good~ Good Luck friend.

Few days escaping from National Service

Hooray~~ Haha! My dad made his great efforts to apply 6 days holiday from JLKN in KL, so I have been out from camp for 9 days (6 days applied and 3 days for Qing Ming). Thanks dad! Coming back home is extremely fantastic. I love my home! The camp was/ is terrible! I hate it~ Alright, I'm here just to inform I'm back. This is just a simply posting. I promise that I will update my blog with details. So see you soon. By the way, I'm going to the JPA scholarship interview. All the best for me and my friends too~ Bye ^^

The vexing yet gratifying days

I was extremely vexed when thinking about my further study. I hate it excessively. I'm the one going to study yet I seem to have no power to make final choice. Dad is ever changing and deciding a lot of different resolution in a day. He changes his mind greatly fast. I don't like to listen to him. He encourages me sometimes and discourages me at the mean time. He gives me hope and then wipe it out. It is aggravating me since SPM until SPM result released. I was pretty busy since SPM result came out. You know right, scholarship things is quite annoying. Ignorant of further study is troubling and yet knowing what to study is even tormenting! I am the later circumstance. The elders' with opinions are influncers. Can all of you don't affect me? If you cant, please kindly give an option or order in what course I shall study.

Today is the last day I stay in home or Tampin. I do not want to think mt study for instant and yesterday too. I was not think it since yesterday. My mood is adapted to National Service tomorrow. I am pretty excited and yearn for it. I want to be happier. National Service will not be as bad as the elders think. I want to throw all vexations away and enjoy my life in the camp. So it's tomorrow... "Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 6/2009 Kumpulan 2, Kem Seri Perkasa Mantin". Hahaha! I'm coming!

Happy camping to all my NS selected friends~ By the way, I am not using 017-698*6*6 in camp. Please contact me (IF you want) at 017-6562302 and it is only available on Saturday and Sunday. This will be my last post before National Service. I'm leaving home for 3 months. Maybe I'll be back on Qing Ming. Bye Bye, my friends~ Don't ever forget me, or visit me (not only me of course, Mantin camp a lot of friends) larrr! Hahaha~

KEM SERI PERKASA, I AM COMING~

So it's today

The pressure day was today. I read from newspaper that mentioned students could get result in school at 10 in the morning. I slept late last night. No, I slept at 1.30 am this morning. Not a sleepless night, but was as usual. I set my alarm 9.45 am. Somehow, my house phone woke me up. Somebody was calling, but was not sure who, but most probably related with result's matter. I knew she was my mum who called me from my aunt's shop. She was very nervous. I woke up after the call and did some preparation. Went to school at 10.15 am. Met a lot of friends. Unfortunately, Mr. Ng told us the result would be released at 12.30 pm. Oh~ a long worrying time that was. Well, together with friends then should be alright. Waited and waited. Sat beside aisle like beggars. The time in between when waiting the result to be released was really really miserable, I mean the pressure was very big.

Finally, Mr, Nathan was holding a paper and walking through the aisle. So, we were peeping on it. Candidates who got excellent result written on the paper and it was in consequence. I saw my name, it was not on the top's name. I threw my eyesight on my name, watched beside my name. It was 9(A1), 2(A2). Oh....felt relief! Got straight A, huh? Yeah yeah, I got it.

Teacher was then wrote the names on a white board. 18 candidates were considered as pelajar cemerlang (7As and above considered as pelajar cemerlang). Our school has four candidates got straight A. Two of them straight A1. I'm not among the two of them. Sigh~ Somehow, I'm among another two of them. I got 9A1 and 2A2 instead of 11A1. Quite disappointing? Maybe, a little bit. But I'm satisfied after all. Getting A2 in Biology and Mandarin. Felt a bit disappointed in getting A2 in Biology but Mandarin was in expectation. Many of us screwed in Biology, and like usual the Mandarin.

I'm not complaining my result. I feel very good on it. I love it! I did it well for myself, for my parents, my relatives and my parents' friend as well. They were putting high expectation on me, at the same time putting pressure on me lorrr. So I was going for a celebration just now. A big dinner, with my parent, sister, aunties, uncle, cousin and dad's friends in Long Bao Restaurant Malacca. LOL. It is very solemn? Well, they are happier than me.

Talking about phone calls. It is a traditional pattern. I mean whenever we're having this type of examination, people will call when the result is out. First call was Uncle Sim, then Uncle Eddie, my sister, my cousin and the last was Aunty Yin at night. Uncle Oh did not call me, I was pretty surprised. I could not wait too long for his call. I sms-ed him -- (Uncle, I got 9A1, 2A2) . He did not reply me immediately but at night during my dinner in Malacca. He replied-- (Congratulation. Well done!!) Hahaha, I'm very happy. I mean I felt his reply was cute. Hahaha~~~ Thanks!!

Finally," Congratulation" to Xieng and Janis, and my dearest freternal twin. You got straight A too. Haha! Congratulation to all pelajar cemerlang too. Friends who got result which is not really good do not be sad, ok? I know the feeling... Anyway, just be happy, not too sad. And sorry, I do not know the ways to console friends.

It's getting nearer now

Footstep of 12nd March 2009 is approaching now, getting nearer and nearer. My heart is beating. Nervous. The feeling is just messy. No one could understand the feeling, except Janis. Haha~ Both of us having same feeling at the same time. Ya, she got what I mean and me too. Do not why, I know it's pointless in this posting. Maybe I'm very eager to express my feeling through blog. Oh no..........Arghh......Haihhhhh~~~ My god..........

"希望越大,失望越大; 期望越大,压力越大" This sentence is really true. And Janis, I got what you said.......